The Hidden Life: Hearing God Series

The Hidden Life

Martha Kilpatrick
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About This Booklet

Booklet 4 of 6 in the Hearing God series. In this teaching, Martha describes the radical, hidden life of prayer as exemplified in the lives of Joshua and David.


How deep is your hidden life?

“Worth and importance do not lie in what you do; it lies in who HE is, and how much you choose to be with Him.”

You can’t control God and make Him appear. Your job is waiting. Your job is being. He is the One who comes and causes His will to appear. Will you be one that stands in His presence?

“The Lord Jesus’ way of meeting His Father was a very Hidden Life. Alone, remote, and completely private. You could easily miss the constancy of His escape to prayer, so briefly is it mentioned, hidden even in scripture.

Matthew 14:23
He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray; and when it was evening, He was there alone.

“That most essential center of Jesus’ life belonged exclusively to the Father. It was hidden from the disciples and it is hidden from us.

John 12:36b
He went away and hid Himself from them.

“We don’t know what happened there in the dark solitude of the night. The disciples were included once, perhaps twice, and Jesus never explained His times there.”

In The Hidden Life, Martha describes the radical, hidden life of prayer as exemplified in the lives of Joshua, David and Jesus Himself.

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Chapter Excerpts

Only One Story
Alone and Not Alone
Power from the Presence
Watch of the Night

The first 30 years of Jesus’ life are secret years, completely shrouded in mystery. Only one occasion of His boyhood has been recorded. Its significance, therefore, is all the more profound.

Jesus at 12, in strange disregard of his parents’ anguish, disappeared from their caravan. For days they frantically searched for the Boy. But young Jesus was not missing, it was Mary and Joseph who were lost. Did they forget?

Luke 2:46-48 NASB
“Then, after three days they found Him in the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, both listening to them and asking questions. And all who heard Him were amazed at His understanding and His answers.”

“When they saw Him they were astonished; and His mother said to Him, ‘Son, why have You treated us this way? Behold, Your father and I have been anxiously looking for You.'”

Jesus refused their natural parental ‘why.’ He tossed back to them His own ‘why?‘ And the Boy’s startling, audacious ‘why’ struck their parental failure to understand Who He was and Whose He was. He said to them (v. 49):

“Why is it that you were looking for Me? Did you not know that I had to be in My Father’s house?”

He placed on them the burden and responsibility to understand His priority: His life was for and with the Father. He was the Father’s Boy, and in that episode Jesus revealed that He had passed from Boy to Son, from parents to Father, from human approval to God’s pleasure…and His guardians were not His owner. Jesus, the Son of God, possessed one loyalty. One Parent and One Love.

Guardians only we parents are, mere watchers of our children’s divine emancipation.

God’s children belong to the Hidden Life… Owned. Secluded. Unseen.

When God has a special destiny for a person, He must hide that one unto Himself. David spent solitary years as a shepherd. In that hidden lonely life, he learned the nature and power of God. He learned to commune with the Holy One.

Son of a father who ignored him and brothers who scorned him, David discovered a Father Shepherd—in all protection, provision and perfection. The boy knew God’s practical power in life crises.

When David went to supply his brothers on the battlefield, all Israel was trembling before the giant, Goliath, and his screaming intimidation. David said:

1 Samuel 17:32, 37 NASB
Let no man’s heart fail on account of him… The Lord who delivered me from the paw of the lion and the paw of the bear, He will deliver me from the hand of this Philistine.

The Lord enabled David to do what cannot be done. He killed the bear and the lion with his HANDS! In the face of that, Goliath was no threat.

Living in complete obscurity with God’s lively presence, changes take place in you that you will not comprehend. But when you are thrust out to be God’s conqueror, all the confidence and ability forged in the hidden adventure rise naturally to the fore.

Just living as His servant, in whatever place He puts you, is to receive the essence of Him…without realizing it.  When you spend time alone with God, His power enters you.  You may not see it nor could you measure it.

God gives strength to live in aloneness, satisfied with Only Him.  It takes incredible power to be still and live a small life.

Anyone can ‘go.’ Few can wait for the higher call.

All of the work is on God’s side, all of it.  That’s the secret of communion with God.  You wait, He prepares.  You go, He works. Just show up as His intimate friend, and the Lord will rule you and your situation.

Hosea 6:3
“Let us press on to know the Lord…and He will come to us like the spring rain.”

So all of the ministry was on God’s side, and the power in God’s hands.

“God is in cloudless rest about me, unchangeable in the satisfaction of His boundless thoughts.”
J. B. Stoney

As my children grew, I could spend hours during the day with the Lord. But I came to see that the calling of the Hidden Life was to live like Jesus. In His incredibly busy years, Jesus rose early (as was His habit) and made His meeting with God while others slept. This is the divine pattern of a Hidden Life.

I tried so hard to rise early. I wanted to; I knew from scripture that it was crucial to spend hours with the Lord before the hurry of the day. And that ‘early morning manna’ is where you eat your fullness of Him. For years I tried, succeeded in many days and failed in countless others.

Finally I released it completely to the Lord and prayed fervently for a long time that He would perform it. I never stopped asking! “Lord, please give me the power to rise early with You!”

I share this only to help you come to this life, hidden in the night. It is absolutely essential. The Hidden Life requires hours and hours alone with God! But such reward! And it comes by prayer, not human strength.

Gradually, the Holy Spirit took complete control. Now I am awakened very early, every night with rare exceptions. I have a strength that is not of me to awaken fully alert and spend precious time alone with my Lord. By the time a normal day begins, I have spent many hours with my God!

The Holy Spirit has given the Hidden Life as a spiritual power, not a discipline for which I can take any credit. He will do the same for you, in you.

Chapter List (33)

The Hidden Life
A Devoted Life
Only One Story
Belonging to Only One
Hidden in Family
Jesus' Hidden Life
A Mere Glimpse
Mountain Glory
Children Transformed
Unveiled Heart
Hidden Ones
Alone to Know
Alone and Not Alone
Joshua, Hidden By God
The Hidden Story
The Hidden Christ
Christ, the Word
Power from the Presence
The Quiet of Jesus
Plow and Sow
The High Power of Prayer
In God's Company
Everywhere - God!
Walking Hidden
His Keeping
The Eye of the Storm
Watch of the Night
True Disciple
Mystery of the Trinity
Inside the Night Watch
Contagious Glory
Your Fig Tree

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